Amidst the gathering of family
Partying together on this holiday
Your absence glares at me
I wonder about the life I lead
As I dab wetness from my eyes
That creeps in uninvited
You are my light in a world of darkness
My abode of contentment and safety
A soft blanket spread lovingly over my limbs
The source and spring of great happiness
To know I cannot reach out to touch your hand
Brings a painful squeeze to my heart
So I go through all the correct motions
Handing out presents, preparing food
Knowing that only in moments together
Will my day be made right
Will my heart be complete
Will my mind rest with yours
I love you so much, my body wonders
Why it isn't torn down the middle with missing you
How it keeps moving and functioning away from you
When will it feel the warmth of your sweet skin
I am so far over the edge now
All that is left
Is to fall into your arms
But in lieu of that I...
Re-read sweet words sent to me
Pray you are happy
Bring dreams of you to my bed
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